Archive for July, 2013

28
Jul
13

Easier now?

To make things easier

For both of us,

I’ve stopped

Believing

You.

 

Timothy Vance Jackson

July 28, 2013

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24
Jul
13

Can’t stop

I can’t

Stop caring,

I can’t

Stop hurting,

But I have to

Start living

Again-

Just like you

Already have.

You’re gone

Forever,

I see that

Now.

They say

That we learn

From our pasts,

But I’ve learned

Nothing,

Except love

Is always

Imperfect.

“Life goes on”,

Doesn’t it?

I hope so

Because I have to

Go on living-

I did

At least

Learn

That much

From you.

 

Timothy Vance Jackson

July 24, 2013

08
Jul
13

She’s gone

She’s gone,

Even though

She was never

Here

To begin with.

Holding tightly

To a dream

Has become

A nightmare instead,

Stealing my sleep

And my joy.

Letting go

Never stops hurting,

Or ever gets easier,

And now I must

Let go

And say goodbye

Because she’s truly gone

And in his arms,

And bed,

Now.

The time has come

For the final tears

And silent

Goodbyes,

That she will

Never

See or hear.

 

Timothy Vance Jackson

July 8, 2013

06
Jul
13

I get mad

I get mad

When I realize

That I still hurt

And care too much,

Knowing

That you have

Moved on

And no longer

Hurt

The way I do,

Or care

The way I do-

It really is

Over

For you,

But not

For me.

The voices

Don’t stop

For me,

The longing

Doesn’t end

And the gaping hole

Remains

Open and sore,

Wishing

You would fill it

Again.

But you won’t

Because

You are gone,

Unlike my purgatory.

 

Timothy Vance Jackson

July 6, 2013

01
Jul
13

I’m not done

I’m not done

Being

Hurt, sad, and angry.

Not yet.

Maybe never,

I really don’t know.

The end

Was never

An end,

Since there was never

A beginning.

It never began,

So it never ends,

And I never stop

Hurting.

Wishing for things

To be different,

Has done nothing-

And now

I no longer know

What to do.

 

Timothy Vance Jackson

July 1, 2013




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